February 2012
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Shakin - Rooney
Hard to believe this song is...
things I would like to do
-deactivate my facebook and twitter
Well so far, I’ve only gotten rid of twitter off my phone, and I refuse to log into my twitter account on the web. Thankfully the only people’s tweets I might be interested in reading are public accounts.
I do want to deactivate my facebook but then it again it might come in handy with tetris, for times I might be bored.
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Initially, I thought of applying to NTU and NUS just for the sake of it, knowing with my dismal gpa and barely there of a portfolio that I probably don’t stand a chance of getting in.
Anyway, I did apply. Or so it was the online application for NTU. Then I realised I have to submit a personal statement, some materials and stuff showcasing my stuff thingy to apply for ADM. Geeeeez, I might...
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I find it hard to be religious these days. I haven’t gone for mass in 3 weeks. I even told my mom to “bring the priest to our house and chase the devil away”. Anyway, I didn’t go to church the past couple of weeks due to various reasons. 1. I’m not exactly a perfectionist but when it comes to god i try to be. Thus, if I wake up 40mins before 11am mass on a Sunday, I...
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i tried to listen yeah i tried to reason but this feeling just won’t go away you draw me in so close you burn my skin but still i turn to you all night and day turn my back, i can’t stop resisting can’t deny this love everlasting light this love divine constellation mind my heart, this twisted attraction taste your sweet release on my fingers rest my soul but leave me so...
what is safe nowadays? tell me what’s real, what’s true, and what it means from me to you.
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I finally understand when some people want to break off ties with some people they call friends. I mean, what’s the use of being a friend to a person who on the surface might seem interested in what you have to say but deep down they just don’t give a damn. I’m only wasting my time and breath, and time again when I have to repeat the same old shit because it didn’t get...
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January 2012
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20.12.0.
It didn’t hit me that I’m old till this evening when my 6 year old godbrother was selling his booklet of catholic welfare tickets. It was probably 14 years ago (oh my god, do you see how long ago it was? more than a decade even) when I had to go around asking the adults to buy the tickets, and now? I’m old enough to spare $1 to buy a ticket of my own. haha.
other reasons why I...
I don’t see the need of having a wide social circle. What’s the point of changing friends as though to suit the seasons? What I’m satisfied is the handful that I know, will be there for me.
I am ever so grateful to these people. I don’t tell my inner problems with everyone, only the chosen ones. (haha) I may not talk to them everyday, nor do I see them very often (well...
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I want to start reading again, when I would be completely engrossed in the book and it would seem like the temporary getaway that I always craved for. I’m trying these days but it just seems so hard (could be the book im reading right now but nah, in this case i think ill just blame myself) Reading contributed to my imagination which is something I think I’ve been lacking lately.
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You may be my friend but honestly you try too hard. I wish I could tell you. I wish I had the guts. I wish I could delete you off every social media platform because I really don’t care and have absolutely no interest in your life.
But no, I don’t have the guts to do so. I’ll just carry on pretending. Just like everyone else. Life’s all about making use of the people...
I’m still 19. Still a teenager. As childish, immature and foolish as I may sound, I don’t see why I should adhere to other people’s ways. As they say, you are responsible for everything in your life. Precisely. Whether or not I become successful, what is it to others? I know that they’re looking out for me, but just let me live my youth.
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December 2011
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2011
The year’s almost over and I guess I’ll make a list of my highs and lows.
1. Got my driver’s license :)
2. Got my heart broken :(
3. Played LAN and went Shisha
4. Got so drunk I still can’t place what happened that night
5. Sat on a Vespa!!
6. My precious iPod classic and iPhone got stolen at the Paramore concert. Made me think it’s somewhat karma for all the...
Not all those who wander are lost. - J.R.R Tolkien
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